Stress Leave

WELL......Who would have thought it? I am broken... I am on stress leave from school, have been off now for two weeks and still, I cry when I think seriously about the fact that I have left.

I couldn't stay any longer or I would have done something that would have made me less than I am. This makes me feel inadequate and somewhat ashamed of myself. I feel that I have let my students down BUT I could not have stayed.

I have no idea if I will go back to teaching, however I do know that it won't be at the school at which I was previously posted. What lies ahead for me is very blurry right now.

What will I do? Any suggestions?